I sometime feel like "this things doesn't belong to me". Why is it that everyone can do well and I can't. Am I too worst, up to the extent of spoiling it for the second time. They say " we spoiled before because it was our first time", but what am I suppose to say after spoiling it in the second attempt.
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Does this really doesn't belong to me? Did I really take the wrong path? Am I too lacking in this field? Should I have opted for different option?
My mind just doesn't feel secured. These are the question that prompt into my mind everytime. And the everytime these question comes in, I am left in my own world of despair.
I want to go back.... I really want to go back... I WISH if there was a time machine. A time machine to go back and put the things back to normal.. Only if this could happen....
Seeing things going so smoothly with others makes me feel happy but seeing my own situation makes me worst...at heart. I want to ask suggestion, in a way a help but its just that I am left without any words infront of them I just can't utter a word concerning me. Moreover I guess I am not of the open type to sit and share these things with others. I can categorize myself in the Reserved group of people, guess that's the best word to describe me.
The past was worst, the present doesn't seem to be going well and because of this present I wonder what has been written in my future. I hope these question don't bother me as I go on experiencing the ups and downs as I walk through this mile and in the next extra mile, I wish to smile and walk swiftly.
P.S- This is my weather forecast for now, its stormy right now. Hopping for something like, bright sunny day in the near future...
